- WELL DONE! -

Nearly gt knocked down by cars today
Not 1 but 2
And I was SERIOUSLY not in good mood
Somemore ppl like to pissed mE off when I am SERIOUSLY in bad mood
WELL DONE!

mY A4 ger called mE
and she is fine now
makes mE think of Ex Independence again

I finally noe how far instructors are willing to go for cadets
No more hearing of stories
Saw it with both mY eyes

Instructors are calm infornt of cadets when there is a crisi
That is really professional
That is something dat we as junior instructors should learn
No point complaining gt nthing to do
It is a learning stage we need to go thru

Looking forward for VIP this week!

- Camp! -

Just came back form ULP campfire
This year the feeling for this camp is very different
Very hard to describe
Has lots of new experiences

There are really lots of role models in this camp
For cadets' safety, Instructors dont mind getting hurt or drenched
Didnt sleep just to ensure things wont go wrong in the camp
Really salute to those instructors
Their passion has influence lots of us
I should say
I never regretted going to this camp
Because I learn alot from the instructors

Ex-ULP cadets were at the campfire too
Saw mY foxtort babies
Hope to see them this year end

Went back to school for test today
Was like a zombi
I think I sure fail biz law ica
mY answer darm short
Have to do well in the projects and main exams le

- ICA -

Sure fail mY biz finance ICA
I slept in the test
Cos give up the hope liao
Almost mY whole class cant do the paper
why am I nt surprise?

Having EFMA ICA today
Dunnoe if I can do today
Shall see later

Havent complete mY CRM ICA
Have to do in camp liao

And I have to study for Biz law ICA

I think the camp shall be named by mE as STUDY camp
WELL DONE!

As I will be going to camp...
If looking for mE...
pls call at 917818..

- Basic Theory -

Wahahz
I pass mY basic theory test

After hearing wat mY dad said
Even more happy
Cos he say once I pass can get mY car liao
wahahaz
So must work hard

Havent study for mY biz finance ICA x(

- Grown Up -

After 18 May 2005
I feel I have grown up
Not in terms of physical
But mentally

I feel dat I can let things go easily
I wont want to waste mY time on certain stuff
Bcos there are many other things dat need mY attentation now!!!

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- mY baby cousin -

Went to visit mY anut and her newborn son
He is very cute
I carried him in mY arms
And he is sleeping soundly
Cant bear to put him down on his bed
1st time carry a 1 day old baby

Bing Hang (his bro) was very excitied too
Can see that he is very caring towards his newborn brother
He even help to feed his newborn brother

Shall visit them soon!!
Love them lots!!
btw 1 more cousin on his/her way too
So looking forward x)

Here is his pic

Very cute. Right?

When he is sleeping

You are a Good Girlfriend Maybe too good of a girlfriend, in fact. You will do almost anything for your guy. And while that makes you a great girlfriend...

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I am a good girlfriend
Dunnoe which guy can verify?

- Headache -

Headache in many ways

My head really very pain today during the contact session

Maybe is because I hit my head yesterday

And it is swallow

Very Pain!!!

Can see many people are very stress...

Jia you!!

Hope mY head will recover soon... x)

- Tired -

Been really tired these days
Many things left undone
CAC minutes still not out yet!!!

Next week will be mY ICA week
From Wednesday onwards I will be having:
ICT presentation
EMFA ICA
Business Finance ICA
ICCM Presentation

And I will have to hand Up:
NE Article
CRM ICA 1 (cos I will be going to camp so have to finish b4 going camp)
NYAA Journal (update it!)

And may have meetings/trainings:
Camp Focus meeting
SBM Debate training

So packed!!!
Save mE!!!

Evonne: U will never give up unless U...
Van: Yup, the boat is a hell!!!

- Thanks! -

Thanks everyone for ur concern
Didnt noe so many people care for mE

Thanks so much!
Love U guys!

- Sucks! -

The feeling just sucks
Seriously
1st time having this kind of feeling

Cant believe the 3 of us in the same boat

It is just so painful...

I really cried

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- Stress -

Suddenly I feel the stress in mE today
I felt breathless
I have to meet many deadlines
Have so many things to look in

Marketing Management Debate
ICT Report
ICCM Project
All Modules Tests
Basic Theory Test
NE Article
North District Meeting
CAC Admin
ATSC
Debate Interest Group
SBM Club
and the list continues....

I am super lost
Unable to complete all the tasks
They are all inter-link
And most importantly
24 hrs is not enough for mE

I have so many mixed feelings
I have so many distractions
And I have some people who keep asking mE about all the stuffs
Like asking if gt tutorials (cant u check ur lecture notes? I dont have the time to entertain U and dont feel like entertaining U...)
And people dont hand in reports on time

I am breaking down soon...
I am thing of...

- Cheated -

Have the cheated feeling today
Got cheated to Serangoon

It is mY 1st time walking in Serangoon
Really like a ghost town
It will be scarey if I will to walk there alone

I think mY leg has blisters now
Because of all the walking lah
And also because of yesterday SBM Jam N Hop
1st time going Jam N Hop
Not bad, but can be better... x)

- Sick -

I am sicked these days
Sick as in many ways

Cough
Headaches
Neck pain
Leg pain

Sometimes I will go crazy
Like keep hitting people *Sorry guys*
Laugh without a reason
Cant laugh when mY frenz tell jokes
Feel F**ked up for no reason
Show attitude face for no reason

- Leave-

Recently got the feeling that I will leave very soon
be it this world or Singapore

I wont be a phone call away
I wont be a seat away
I wont be in your MSN contact list anymore
I wont be there for U anymore

U will not be able to contact mE anymore
Or maybe U wont even think of mE
U have already forgotten mE
Found someone who can replace mE?

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Really wonder what's wrong with mE?

- Meaningful -

got this from Yu Hui's Blog
Very meaningful

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I'm not good in my speech
I'm not good in my words
I don't know how to express my feelings for u
I don't know how to sweet-talkI dont know how to ask
But I want u to know I really care
Although u might not know I'm there,
But I don't wish to see u sad,
I don't want u to be mad
I know that u will never know i'm there cause I can't speak.
I can't express.
I can't open my mouth.
I can't let u know.
I don't know how to show
I don't want people to know
Maybe one day,I can open my mouthI can tell u how much I care
Sometimes i can't bare to lose u.
I can't let u go
I'm scared that u don't feel it that way to
How I wished I was the one who make u smile
How I wished I was the one who is troubled,
who is sad.
I will regret not telling u how much u meant to me.
I can only pray for your well being
And hope for the sunshine after the rain

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Although U are blind
But still hope that U are happy

- Blind -

some people are just blind
please look at somewhr near U

need some supergule...

- jOan -

SBM club had a small session today
"All I want to say about YOU"
We write the bad and good points of everyone

Dear SBM club sub-com,

Actually I am not good in First Aid, it is because in the club only have mE and Rena who have SFA and Rena long time never practise her First Aid skills that is why only left mE, so bo bian.

As of mY leadership qualities, also not very good still got room for improvement. And beacause of the strong leadership qualities, it makes mE very ego. Which is why I dun say S O R R Y! Those who realised will know that I wouldnt say that word.

Beacause I am loud, vocal and daring, once I talk I wont stop. That is why sometimes I didnt let others have a chance to talk. I agree I am very very very untactful with my words and some words will hurt people feelings, I will change.

Actually I am not fierce, it is mY face, when I dont smile I look very fierce. When I am firm I also would smile that is mE, if we are not working I will smile as much as I can.

Actually I am a very positive person, just that some stuff I experience before and sort of can see what is the answer, that is why I sound disappointed.

It should be all, for those who dont have a chance to comment about mE, you can left a testimonial or message in friendster.

And for those who dont mind, can drop mE a testimonial in Friendster. I know u guys wont mind. (^_-)...